Am I 30..?! So soon..
- Paulina
- Jun 22, 2016
- 2 min read

Well, for the first time in my life, my birthday is not as important to me. I'm not waiting for the hundred of wishes through social media etc. I really do not want any special presents. One day the most important thing becomes knowing that close people care about you. That's the birthday meaning. I love to spend this one day per year with smile on my face, with delicious homemade cake, with lots of laughter,to chill, simply relax, to think about what good has happened to me or maybe what I need to improve on, to thank my beloved parents because they have turned me into a person I am now. I have never ever thought ref.changes, because everything is how it should be. I am just simply happy. I still have 7 days... 7 days for that "crazy" number which starts with number "2...." 7 is actually my lucky number. I have Many things in my life that are related with this number. It happened by accident that I began to think about my birthday on this particular day too. What a coincidence! Usually I plan everything, so To start of I began to search for the perfect cake recipe. As soon as I made my decision, I wanted to mark the date when I need to make it, if I want to have it on time. So, it's a week, I thought... Oh, now I remember my 14th birthday, it is 2 times 7 right? Well it was very important to me. It was that age, when I began to grow. First love, first kiss, friends, attention... - that was IT ! The same was with 21. I wanted to be independent, free. 18 was not so important. Well I could drive a car legally :) But 21 was like "I don't need your help now, Mum, I can do it all by myself". I absolutely adore my mother, but it was that time, when I wanted to be an ADULT. Life goes on, now I can't even spend a day not talking with my Mum. All experience, advise, true love, warmth.... Sometimes I would like to come back to those years, when you wake up with the first words "Wake up princess, it is time for school". Or when we were sharing the same room with my older sister, and she didn't like to share the space equally -sisterly love :) .So.. where have all those years gone?! So many things have happened and so fast. Time... please... slow down a bit... let me enjoy more and more of my adventurous wonderful life.













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